Ephilo
well you're different pocky
everyone knows that
you think differently than most people do
and your way of thinking sort of opposes how most peopel think
and if they dont talk to you after something like this
you just have to deal with that and move on
2:28pmMe
i'm not saying i want them back
2:28pm
Ephilo
because comaplining about it and telling other people wont fix it
2:29pmMe
're not true friends
2:29pm
Ephilo
you are expecting too much from peopel pocky
2:29pmMe
i'm not expecting anything
2:30pm
Ephilo
then just dont say anything about it
telling people about it isnt making it better really
2:30pmMe
okay fine.
i'm done
how are you?
hows your day?
2:30pm
Ephilo
good
i think im going to the gym soon
im thinking whati should work
you?
2:31pmMe
i need to shower. i havent done so in about 10 hours.
i might go to borders and buy a book
or maybe to starbucks to finish writing
and i need to find a route to la
2:32pm
Ephilo
y?
2:32pmMe
i can't tell you
2:32pm
Ephilo
then dont tell me about it
wtf? lol
you talk in a way
where you feed others to ask you more
thats why u get so much hate mail
im just saying its your fault lol
2:34pmMe
people who think like me understand
like...they get what i'm trying to convey
2:34pm
Ephilo
which pisses most people off
that is being circumspect
discreet way of speech
most people do not tlak like that
i honestly dont
so i prefer u dont talk like that to me
2:35pmMe
hahahahahahha
i can't change myself
2:35pm
Ephilo
well you're biggest mistake was getting a bf before settling in your new home
2:35pmMe
to conform to the world
2:36pm
Ephilo
and you cant go back from that now so you just have to keep moving on
2:36pmMe
my biggest mistake was making a decision
2:36pm
Ephilo
an inevitable mistake
2:36pmMe
as long as you don't choose, everything remains possible
2:36pm
Ephilo
but u have to choose
i had to choose to visit colleges in japan
2:37pmMe
no. why do you think i'm so indecisive
2:37pm
Ephilo
i said no at first
well shit thats not my fault
its not that hard to make a choice
if its that hard
always pick the choice that you hear first
2:38pmMe
once you make a choice, there is no going back
thats why it's hard to choose
2:38pm
Ephilo
i made a choice of not going to japan and go camping with my friends
2:38pmMe
those are simple choices
2:38pm
Ephilo
now my dad forced me to go to japan so i cant go camping anymore
2:38pmMe
i mean LIFE CHANGING choices
2:38pm
Ephilo
it costs 450 dollars to change the ticket
its not a simple plan
it cahnges what college i go to
could change
2:39pmMe
you dont understand
2:39pm
Ephilo
its a big deal pocky
2:39pmMe
like usual
2:39pm
Ephilo
fuck that
i understand what you want to say
you say i dont which just irritates me and makes me not want to talk to you
is that what you want?
cuz i dont need to talk to you
2:40pmMe
we dont need a lot of things
2:40pm
Ephilo
answer my question woman
i even told the girls in my group of friends to hang out with you more
after we broke up
and only sarah really did
thats not something i can fix
2:41pmMe
what are we even talking about? lol
i'm sure we were talking about parallel dimensions
and somehow to switched to sarah
2:42pm
Ephilo
i tried to help you
but no one wanted too except sarah
sorry
2:42pmMe
help me?
you act like i'm a psycho patient
2:42pm
Ephilo
lol
u think like im saying that
when i dont
which makes you think i dont get it
i dont think you get me then
2:43pmMe
i think it's that...the world oesnt get me
doesnt*
in my entire life, i have met 3 people who are like me
one of which i have met
2:44pm
Ephilo
sorry
thats not something i can fix
2:44pmMe
that was probably one of the best days of my life
why are you trying to fix me?
like i said
i'm not broken
and if i am
2:44pm
Ephilo
because u talk in a way you want help
2:44pmMe
i'm not YOURS to fix
2:44pm
Ephilo
that is why
if you didnt need it
you wouldnt start talking to me
2:45pmMe
talking about parallel dimensions means i need help?
whaaaaat?
noooo way
2:45pm
Ephilo
i dont give a shit what you say
im trying to help you either way
actually
i tried to help you
and it didnt work
so im done
2:45pmMe
that rhymed
2:45pm
Ephilo
first time i got in bad ends with an ex
2:45pmMe
what is there to help?
2:46pm
Ephilo
i only try to be nice to you
was i ever mean to you really?
i ask you something which has nothing to do with me asking you why you broke up with me
2:46pmMe
i never said you were mean
woah!
mind fuck
2:46pm
Ephilo
and you have ur brother call me and stfu because i should know why u broke up with me
which wasnt even what i was trying to say
that really told me who you were
2:47pmMe
how can you know who i am
if i dont even know?
2:47pm
Ephilo
im just saying
what you did
was fucked up
2:47pmMe
no! answer it
lol
2:48pm
Ephilo
u didnt give an answer to what i said
so why should i answer urs?
u always throw back a smart ass response when i say something
so fuck that
2:48pmMe
lol
2:48pm
Ephilo
im not dealing with that
2:48pmMe
do i?
2:48pm
Ephilo
bam
2:48pmMe
i'm sure i was talking about parallel dimensions
and you started talking about break ups
j
s
2:48pm
Ephilo
parallel dimensions who the fuck says that
2:48pmMe
bahahahah
2:49pm
Ephilo
i didnt say anything about a break up
you thought i was talking about that
2:49pmMe
mm nope.
2:49pm
Ephilo
so u had your brother tell me to stop talking to you
2:49pmMe
you were all like
2:49pm
Ephilo
cuz you couldnt say it yourself
2:49pmMe
i told the girls to hang out w/ u
after we broke up
and i was like
whaaaaat?
2:49pm
Ephilo
yeah because im trying to be fuckign nice to you
2:49pmMe
i'm sure i was talking about parallel dimensions
2:49pm
Ephilo
its not something hard to understand
ur just being fucking retarded about this
2:49pmMe
i said "leave me alone" about 4 times when we were texting
but you kept on texting me
2:50pm
Ephilo
well asnwer my question or just dont respond
2:50pmMe
so my brother was like
give me ur phone
and i was like OKAY time to watch inception
2:50pm
Ephilo
i was drunk that night i dont really remember what i even said
2:50pmMe
ew
lol
2:50pm
Ephilo
you manage to make me not like you
its better if we just dont talk anymore
2:51pmMe
dun dun duuuuuuun
the plot thickens
2:51pm
Ephilo
smart ass response
2:51pmMe
nooo, just my mind speaking via....istant message
2:51pm
Ephilo
kool
2:53pm
Ephilo
i dont even know what to say to you
its just sad
it makes me sad
but it makes me smile at the same time
on how pathetic this is
you make it seem like you are living in a parallell world
your dreams are too good and life sucks
oh boo hoo
qq
2:58pmMe
lol what?
