i'm losing it

i'm crawling out of my skin. i want this to go away. it's all falling apart because of me, because of my insecurities, my flaws, my hopelessness. i need to get things back together. i need to look for the stars in the night sky again. we put up clouds to view but not to block our vision. i'm sorry for being so broken. i want to be fixed. this time, i want to be better. i'm sorry. please forgive. let's make up and hug and be in love.